sidenote:: so there’s girl who came into my life a while ago and i never thought of her as anything more than just a friend. idk know how but somewhere along the line & i started to see her, her aura, who she really was about & damn i must say she captured my attention completely. seduced me with a starry night.. now i’m here stuck with a stupid smile. (lol) now don’t get me wrong, i’m not the type to just tumble down the rabbit hole (leave that to alice), but i can definitely say i hope she stays for a while. 

healthcare's a bitch.

-sigh- how what a beautiful country we live in. where an unemployed student can’t get 1 fucking blood test done, even if they choose to pay out of pocket. oh the maze you run through twice, let’s not forget the bills and when we ask for insurance what do they say? fuck you asshole, fill out this form & we’ll decide if your eligible to be at our mercy. SMH! sounds like a personal problem huh? sure the fuck is. >=l but on a serious note it’s alot of ours problem. do you know how many people are unemployed and get shut down for health insurance. even some that are working, who don’t get coverage, get the fuckyou button. it’s sad because as this picture depicts we spend our money in more important ways, such as enforcing our “ways” on other cultures.

let’s face it your all thinking it; I’m just saying it.

blah, what can i really say if i choose to remain living in such corrupted system. maybe a move to london should be sooner rather than later…

i have alot to say...

but not enough time to write it all right now. my world seems to be twirling like a snowflake falling down to mars, but my feet are planted firmly on the ground. SHE makes me happy & makes me feel…  who would have thought this possible? i know not to complain and give her the BEST of me. (not much left anyways, since the horrible side was murdered with a ice pick on a cool spring not). well moving on. the ink’s flowing and i’ve kept me shut long enough. so get ready..